My Poetry Dark

Spider Bait

2011-05-19T19:55:00.000-07:00

Your love of money breeds hatred and contempt
Your greed plants the seed of jealousy

Be about your ways
Play with your rope of plenty
Twist it turn it place it around your neck
Beautiful necklace of gold

Bold are your ways
Thinking of new stories to be told

All your lies for profit
Rope being taken by the foot, yard and mile

Once enough let out

Snap

The thread of your web has you trapped

Off with your head!

Spider bait

GJL

In a Perfect World

2011-03-06T17:31:00.000-08:00

In a perfect world
My stepmother would not have stolen my father from my mother,
for the property of my Grandmother,

In a perfect world,
The judge in the guardianship hearings,
Would not be the old prosecutor who forced me to plead guilty,
To the crimes that others committed.

My guilty plea covered up their lies,
My lie demanded by the prosecutor and my lawyer.

In a perfect world,
My stepmother would not encourage my father to commit suicide,
To acquire the property of my Grandmother,

In a perfect world I would not have to cry,
Separated,
hated,
unloved

In a perfect world
Brains would not be washed so easily contorted
thoughts distorted
Names would not be defamed.

In a perfect world
The police and judicial system would be above reproach
They would seek out the lie
Holding all to account

In a perfect world
There would be no greed
no need to steal to take from the ederly
and the innocent

In a perfect world
I dream

In reality these hateful things have happened to me,

Proving that this is not a perfect world, not for me.

Feathers Fair

2011-01-31T15:58:00.000-08:00

Short and long
preened
Warm and pretty

She has a radiant glow a call gathering up seed
Nutrients consumed
Food from grain

Predator and Prey
Swooping to the ground
feathers strewn all around
Nutrients consumed

The cycle of life
Just the scattered feathers remain of the turtle dove
The Hawk flies up to perch
Cleaning talons and then away
To live for another day

Take away from me

2011-01-18T22:13:00.001-08:00

Take away from me

Take away from me my money my love
Take away from me my dog, our happy home
Take away from me my desire to hunt and race
Take away from me your honest grace

Take away from me my children
Take away from me my father and grandmother

Take away from me the truth that I care most about

Take away from me the church, communion, and fellowship

Take away from me that I might feel love once again

Take away from me

Nothing in return

She never knew

2011-01-15T11:36:00.000-08:00

She never knew
She never knew the love we could share
She never knew the truth

His stare and One drawn near
Her glare, repelled advances
They never knew

Life's gentle touch and warm embrace
Tender kisses, Loves juices flowing deep inside
With desire as such both beauty and grace

Twisted limbs into the night
The taste of love and delight
Waking in the morning light

She never knew
The key to love
Unlocking the closed door

To let him in
She never knew
Her love

Frozen cold
Melted in the light of the sun
Drawn back into the dark of the Earth

She never knew
The taste of living waters
They never truly knew each other

Am I a Bad Man?

2009-09-27T18:38:00.000-07:00

I'm the Bad man I wanna play I wanna do my own thing today
I wanna share my time
Show my children how to have some fun
I wanna teach the world to run
I want respect and friendship
I'm the bad man, that is what my neighbor told his son,
I'm the bad man, that is why I was kicked out of the church and hurt,
I'm the bad man, for standing up for the truth,
I'm the bad man,
Believe the lies and color your eyes,
blind and deaf to the testimony of the deaf and dumb...

I'm the bad man, because the detective lied,
I'm the bad man that wanted the proof to see his reprimand in writing,
I'm the bad man...

Looking to prove the truth,
I'm the bad man...
Go ahead and try to make me cry,
I'm the bad man, and I've been tortured for the lies told all around...
I'm the man who had a gun put to his head, and forced medications, violated and injected and I'm the bad man...

With a family suffering, the consequences of the lies of liars and preconceptions of evil actors who want me to be the bad man...

Another tear, for the fear, of another accusation...
I won't be able to handle another misrepresentation,

I'm not the bad man, you would have to know me better than that to know I'm not the bad man...

Lost in the lies, caught in the traps of the bad men, so sad...

I was had, taken to the cleaners, emptied and bullied, cleaned out, punished for telling the truth, and what remains?

A broken frame, a structure of shame Words in shambles,

Halls and walls leveled as roofs come crashing down, the foundations shake what was up will come down,

The final act, the conquest, the light breaking through into morning, the darkness penetrated broken exposed to shine for all time.

Back To:

For Better or Worse until Dead...

2009-09-22T01:52:00.000-07:00

Let No one Ever put us asunder, but that which would kill is a lie and abuse, emotional is physical and combined will surely cause a relationship die.

Oh! How I despise those lies...

Divorce the breaking of the bonds that once brought together in love that has ended,

Love that is not true is built upon a lie, and will end up separated...

The Church that bound us together is the key that leads us to our separation with a fouled intervention built upon fabrication of information.

Oh! How I despise those lies...

For better or worse until death due us part, a lie perpetrated over and over again, leads to the death of our relationship.
Our love sealed with a kiss, broken by the lies that tear at the heart, two that once beat as one, broken and destroyed by lies and abuse.

I married for the sake of Love not to be abused, for better or worse in sickness and in health, but the lie that would harm the mind is unkind.

Oh! How I despise those lies...

The assassin in our bed has left something dead, while you and I survive the lie has killed what was once brought together in love our marriage has suffered by your words, and works, you and the others have put us asunder...

Oh! How I despise those lies...

For you do not know Jesus in person.

The foundation of your love is weak and crumbling.

The Church walls tumbling down with the lies told all around.

Another marriage destroyed...

By the courts and the church and the lies allowed to persist...

Oh! How I despise those lies...

Doctors deeds in need of being exposed along with the facts that have not yet been disclosed.

This case is not yet closed...

All because I despise those lies!

Excommunication Shunned

2009-08-29T11:49:00.000-07:00

The Omission of information
Leads to the conviction and separation
The innocent in incarceration

Behind bars lies a web interconnected
Liars hide the truth found on the other side

With the people on the right at the helm
a multitude of people and the lies that they tell
will lead them all into a type of hell, separation

Examination will reveal the truth (Repeat)

The path to forgiveness is to ask
to acknowledge and be accountable for our own actions

Salvation will not be given to those who are not repentant of their sin
So it is written especially for those making false accusations.

Upon this the church and the leaders stand upon a broken foundation
A fragmented establishment built upon (mid-rash) faulty information.

The truth will give you liberation.

Did you hate my daddy?

2009-08-09T20:45:00.000-07:00

The women who hate the father,
generations teaching children to hate daddy
This is their legacy

At first there was loved turned inside out
with the help of people from outside the relationship...

Facts not told, lies to behold ire to provoke and then
they gather upon the victim to feast upon his flesh

They kill the spirit of good and trade in for the evil they desire
Their souls will be sent to the fire in the center of a black hole
all evil will be eliminated, extinguished compressed into oblivion

The children are not to associate with the father,
The father is going to be kept from the children,

Keep away, a game that children play, this evil in our family
Corruption and sin blessed by the evil church the brainwashed minds
Evil people create hatred with lies and with greed they spoil the offspring

Do you hate my daddy?
As you contemplate there are things that you should regret
Did your daddy hate you?

To prove your love you prove your hate,
The contempt will perpetuate the hate,

Did Daddy hate Daddy?
Did you make the children hate their daddy?

Ensnared by Mommies lies,
Their marriage will certainly die...

Daddy commits suicide his wicked wife encouraged him to die!
Or was it murder? Bang a bullet to the head...
Why did she have to lie?

Perjury is still a crime right along with suicide,

The truth she hides behind blades to her own wrists,

Cut your ties with many lies,

Prove your love is really hate

Sign it and hide it, harden your heart and worship the evil created by man
Worship inside buildings with man made foundations
Sing songs to an evil creation for your salvation

The unrepentant lie remains alive even after your body will die,
Your sin will continue to live with the children you teach to hate

The circle of life ins't it great,

We allow only a little corruption to guide our ways and the evil festers
A new manifestation of evil grows from one little lie after another

Your world plundered because you couldn't follow Daddy's instructions.

The Evil Trail

2009-04-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

Our trials of Evil have followed a trail
Passing through house to house through out the land
The Evil travels through nation from one to the next promoted
Permitted to enslave and capture the property of those who were once free

Freedom to own a home with no need to roam the Evil traveled through belief
The Faith of the religious provided a veil where the Evil could hide inside
The word Grace and salvation provided leverage for the Evil to conspire
The leaders took advantage of the power to control Empires great and small
Happiness passed into torment when the practices of the terrorists were found
Rooted in words that were not true
The liars could feel the crumbling walls coming down
The trembling revealed false foundations

The History of Evil begins from cultures of old, passed from one generation unto the next. Recorded from Sumeria into Hebrew passed on into Rome all through Europe and into all Eastern and Western Religions the Evil pervades and thrives behind the lies to be revealed with the lifted veil of what Evil really is.

Evil lies and steals willing to kill, Evil is as Evil always was, a corrupt way of thinking, dividing being divisive, splitting or separating owners from their property and families, enslaving the free preventing the rights of individuals and denying a quality defense by refusing to hear or read the truth.

Evil is not in form, Evil is destructive and leads to nothing, There is no Evil thing yet Evil exists and is practiced by people who are not Good. Evil does not Love and with out Love there is no life and the practice of Evil will bring you and others to an end.

Pure Evil is absent all light caught in a vacuum that no one and nothing can escape.

Tell a lie, promote a lie or allow a lie to exist and bring in more darkness into our existence the world will remove and cleanse as much as it can for our creation is Love.

The Light of Love will remove the Darkness exposing the lies

Two paths

One path leads to destruction into an absence where a vacuum is created

One path leads to life eternal in the light of love

Twisted Torment

2009-03-14T08:46:00.000-07:00

Descriptions of future events,
Lies told to behold, a myth to prove what is only half the truth.
The abuse, unfettered proof that by disguise they hide from reality,
Intentions to deceive and make us all their unsuspecting victims,
Terrorism
Nightmares by day, we share
Life provoked emotions filled with rage
Twisted words turned back with out thought
Shattered pieces explode
Dancing silver scattered
Individuals tattered
Torn

Dreams are shoved into realities bleak
Peasants feast is a treat double billed and have nothing to eat

The words in court give shallow victory and the gain is quickly stolen away,
Silenced realities punished again unable to seek help and stop the crime, the abuse
Life is of no use, when bullies enter in

Kidnapping and stealing the wealth of the old,
For pleasures forbidden and untold
The sordid tale is still to unfold

The Ire of Love

2008-05-12T16:28:00.000-07:00

Love is what we require,
Love is our desire,
To be touched body and mind
You wouldn't
We couldn't
Now I'm off to find a Lady
To be my baby
A perfect woman not filled with hate
My Soul Mate

What is left behind
The wrath of a lie
Past mistakes wasted in time
A terrible rhyme
An odd couple brought together running from abuse
Abused

Tear swollen eyes
Lies filled the divide
Lies to be despised

Dot the I's
Sign the lies
Sell your soul

An axe to the past
No present, the future is lost
As simple acts, sign away the truth
Lies rule in the darkness hidden in shadows
The consequences of abuse is no gift
The cost is dramatic, calculated
Articulated and passed
Until exposed

The naked truth
Is freedom

Liberty
Love cures
Pure Love
Lives in and on
One to one and face to face

Love is not a disgrace
Love is respect
One to another
Body and Mind

She Lied

2008-04-23T18:20:00.000-07:00

She said that she loved me, she lied,
When we lay together she lied,
She said that she wanted to stay together she lied,

In her mind she was filled with anger and pain
Her body loved my touch, she lied,
Her nonverbal communication would tell the truth, she lied

She enjoyed causing me pain, I was the target of her disdain,
Mother you hurt me, you took pleasure in being cruel,
You made me out to be a fool,

I weep torrents of tears like rain
My emotional pain executed by another back stabber

In the night

2007-12-01T17:20:00.000-08:00

In the night
Daydreams turn into nightmares
Full of fright
No end in sight
Caught in the mire no release
Alone
Falling
In search of Angels
Looking for lift
A touch
A rising pillar
The one who understands
Reaching out for that hand to hold

The penalty for being good is to be punished
The good always get punished when they are alone unsupported
The punishment is a continuation of Earthly abuse
The bullies punish the good
The bullies are corrupt
Expose the bullies

Shine the light in the dark
Show the truth
Share the truth
Show you care

Listen and hear
See and speak out against the crimes of the criminals

Expose the bullies

Sharpen your pen

Sing it again

Show with a sign
This is where the lying detective works
This is the church of the pastor that protects liars, and lies
Don't you think they should all cry when the judge proclaims "So you think you're a Christian, well you're a liar!" In response to the perjured testimony that the judge allowed to convict the innocent.
Where's the outrage
Why don't they see

Death and destruction the proof of a heart that is not in communion with the one and only GOD the life force that created ALL Life. Life inevitable could be better if we all work together for good.

For the nightmare that continues
Lies and Liars are exposing their hearts
You'll know you are of this world by the lies you tell

What have you made of your story?
What is your history?

When from the future what truth will be revealed?

Your heart beating and bleeding lying on the ground, for the lies exposed for all to know.

Torn out
Pulled apart
Split in two
tearing one half away
A sad day,
A terrible night
wiping off the tears
Terrorized on a cold night
Guns and Cuffs
The good must be punished
By lies, signed sealed and delivered
By the power of the pen
By the hand of the liar
The kiss of death
Betrayed

Handed over to be abused
Violated, the victim is violated again

And again

Perform your lies for another liar
Perform your song and lie to the crowd
Perform you're evil, selfish ways
Perform for evil for there is no good in your lies
Perform for the world, for GOD is not where your evil exists
Perform for nothing and enjoy the memories of the lies

Know it is the lies I despise
I am not listening to the liar perform I am not performing lies
I am not found in a building built by the hands of men and women who worship from a book that they wrote.

I am where I am